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What Am I Doing?

What am I doing here? That seems to be the question I MUST answer in my life because I always seem to find myself wondering what the answer is. Until I figure it out I guess I will just continue doing what I am doing. Time will bring answers, of this I am convinced!:)

Summer is weird because my sense of time seems to slip away. It seems like school has been out for forever, when really it's only been a week or so. It seems like my life has sort of stopped, while everyone else is still moving on towards whatever it is they are working towards. I feel like I am watching everyone else live their lives, grow and progress, go on adventures, and experience new things, while I sit on the other side of the glass, waiting for my turn. 
Don't get me wrong, I still think I am right where I need to be right now. And I am thoroughly enjoying having the time to stop and smell the roses...or in my case...read books and take naps whenever I want too!:)
I think it simply goes back to that question of why. Why is this where I need to be, and if so why aren't things working out? If not for those things, then what? It's definitely something to think about, and something I do think about quite a bit, between those naps I love so much.

Ps.
This is the view from my window:) I'm pretty much in love.
Reading under this guy might be one of my favorite things.


I started running again this week. Getting ready to run a half marathon that seems like it is years away. I am so sore. I have to get past this first week or two and I think if I can do that I can get through. Or maybe this will be the summer of being sore.

IT'S THE SUMMER OF BASEBALL!
My cousin is such a stud and I love love love watching him being such a stud, on and off the ball field. He's pretty impressive, not gonna lie. This summer will be filled with baseball games (and basketball games) and I am pretty excited to be his biggest fan and embarrass him in front of all his friends! I am such a good cousin, aren't I?


Also, I miss these sillies...quite a bit actually!




(Ohh not only do I miss these two...but these crazies are finally engaged:) Excited to welcome Jordan into the family and so extremely happy for my dear sister! Love them both!)

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