This Crazy Thing We Call Life!

This one time I went to bed at around 9:30 on a Saturday night..... I was then woken up by two friends at 1:45. They dragged me out of bed and convinced me to change.  We fed the ducks at 2:00am. And then watched a movie...which I surprisingly stayed awake during the whole thing.  I got home at around 4:30...fell asleep around 5:15ish. 9:00am church came real early this morning.

What do these two bands have in common? Besides that I seriously love them both, they both came to Utah State University last night and put on a pretty great concert in the Spectrum! The Ready Set also came but they were not very good and sort of a low point for the night. I went with my friends, who were bums about things last night (none of them knew any of the bands playing and they didn't enjoy anything really...they complained a lot of the time. Which is fine they don't have to like everything that I  like...regardless I had a great time!) I got to hear my favorites of both bands and I was a happy girl!:) Then we went home, I ate a whole pizza, and we watched Pitch Perfect.  With the number of days left in Logan down to the single digits, I would call that a very successful night. 

Sometimes life just slaps you in the face. It says "Hey, you think things should go this way huh? Well guess what, YOU ARE WRONG! You don't get to decide, and as much as you fight it, things are going this way instead." Can I tell you how frustrating this is? To think things should be one way and then have them turn out to be completely opposite. And as much as you wish and hope and pray that things will work out, as much as you read into things and see things that aren't really there, the fact of the matter is you are wrong. Or at least  I am. And it's quite unfortunate sometimes.

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25 Things To Do In The 25 Days Till Summer!! 1. Finish Second Year of College 2. Register for Classes 3. Go Star Gazing! 4. Watch some soccer games. 5. Go on a hike. 6. Logan City Limits 7. Camping Trip (Goblin Valley!) 8. Iron Man 3 Premier 9. Get snow cones 10. Change my major (officially) 11. Play with the puppies:) 12. Find a job. 13. Play with sparklers. 14. Sidewalk chalk:) 15. Visit a used bookstore. 16. Get frosty's. 17. Hang out in Hastings. 18. He Is We and Parachute Concert!! 19. Roast Marshmallows at Blue Squre! 20. Big Sis's Graduation/Family Comes 21. Take some pictures. 22. Go to the Temple. 23. Work work work. 24. Write/Get Letters! 25. Bake Delicious Treats:) Summer is coming!! http://www.timeanddate.com/countdown/to?p0=220&year=2013&month=5&day=4&hour=0&min=0&sec=0

I wish I wasn't such a jerk. I wish I had luscious locks that would fall perfectly in place. I wish I had been at the Texas Rangers Home Opener today. I wish I was in shape. I wish I had letters waiting for me in the mailbox from loved ones every single day. I wish I didn't cry so much. I wish my sister could be here to laugh with me. I wish I could disappear sometimes. I wish I could endlessly travel the world. I wish I wasn't so naive. I wish all the things I love about UT would move to TX so I could have the best of both worlds. I wish I could find a job for the summer. I wish I could feel like I know what I am doing with my life. I wish I could give my very best friend a hug. I wish I could lay out in a hammock with a good book in the sunshine. I wish I knew how to long board. I wish I wasn't so stubborn.  I wish you knew everything I was thinking. I wish I knew if we were thinking the same things. I wish I was a stronger p

In one silly  little month I will take my very last final and be finished with my sophomore year of college...YIKES! How can it be just one month away? Part of me cant wait until it is one month from today. I can be carefree, enjoying the sunshine and summertime! I can't wait for warm weather and no school and adventures all the time. Baseball games and cookouts and swimming and basketball in the driveway with the little brothers. It's going to be grand! Another part of me though wishes time would stand still. And not move at all...let's just stay right here for forever and a day. I have been blessed with some pretty incredible people in my life, it's overwhelming sometimes. I look around me sometimes and wonder how I got lucky enough to have such wonderful people in my life!  In one silly little month comes a lot of very hard goodbyes. One silly little month brings hard final exams, projects, presentations, and packing packing and more packing. It brin